Monday, August 4, 2014

Every town has its up and downs

I'm not going to lie, this week has been quite difficult. I don't even know where to start. There have been some amazing things that have happened, but, they seem to drown out by the fact that I feel like the world is crashing down. And the thing is, I can't really even describe the magnitude of the entire situation of this week.
I don't even know where to start. Remember the Minters? Well, after the amazing lesson we had last week, we went back again and had another amazing lesson! We taught Jay the Restoration and about the importance of baptism and feeling the spirit. Last time, we had asked him to be baptized if he came to know that what we were teaching him was true and he said that he would! So we are teaching him and we ask him again if he will be baptized and he is like, "I was already planning on it." WHAT? ARE YOU KIDDING? We were like...about to die. It was such a great lesson. So, we set a baptism date with Jay and Lauren for August 9th. Also, Lauren and the Dad, John, have trouble with smoking and so they were going to quit together on August 1 so that Lauren could be baptized. So we were super excited. 

Okay, so Sister Carson got sick this week. Like, really sick...she had to stay in for like 4 days. It was insane. So we had to find members that would watch her and stuff so that Sister Oldroyd and I could go out and work. So on Friday, we couldn't find someone to watch her so I stayed in with her and Sister O went on an exchange with this less active in the ward (which was really good for her). And they went to the Minters and found John and Lauren smoking outside. So much for that. So they had a good lesson with them and then left. So we had been texting them a bit on Saturday and we said we would see them on Sunday at church and they said yes.

So we get to church and...no Minters. So we text them and ask where they were. "We are just going to take a break from church today." Great. So Sister O and I drop in later to talk to them and we ask them what's going on. They told us that they are taking a break from the church because want to investigate it. Turns out they had come to church that day and gotten out of the car and something told them to leave. They say it was the Spirit but that definitely wasn't it. It also turns out that their investigating involves reading anti-Mormon things online rather than coming to us as a source. John is freaked out by the priesthood and it doesn't help that people keep calling him for interviews and asking him about it. It also turns out that every time we had asked them to read the Book of Mormon, they never did. I mean a little bit but they had mostly been reading the Bible.

Sister O and I just went outside and cried. We cried because of the Minters. We cried because the area is really suffering because Sister Carson is sick. There's more to it than that but not that I can really say. So we drove straight to the ward mission leaders home, which our our really good friends the Philburn's and cried with them and both got blessings. It was amazing that as soon as Brother Philburn put his hands on my head I just felt so peaceful.( Also Dad, Brother Philburn sent you a picture. I gave him your number to send it. That's why it looks like I have been crying in it.) They are so amazing. We are so lucky to have them.
Y'all probably think that me and Sister O are crazy. She is so great though. I don't know what I would do without her. We have had a lot of fun together. Yesterday we made some super funny videos of us just saying random things and every time we are feeling down we just whip them out and laugh for like 10 minutes. It's so dumb but so funny.

Okay sorry for the downer. It's been crazy hard. I thought I was fine all week I was doing okay but yesterday it all just sort of came out...and same with Sister O. But, now for a little pick-me-up. The other night we went to do a bit of finding and we found ourselves in an area that we weren't even planning to go to and we knocked in this house and this guy comes out (who is baptist by the way) and we had the most amazing lesson with him. You could tell in his face that he was feeling the spirit like crazy. Then at the end when we gave him a Book of Mormon he said, "I was hoping you would give me a copy. I was afraid to ask." Then we prayed with him and he said the prayer and in it he asked if what we said was true and then get this: he asked Heavenly Father to help him to know which church he should go to and asked if he should leave his church! I had to hold back tears because the Spirit was seriously so strong.
Also, we've been teaching this guy named Bill. Some other Sisters found him like 2 months ago and we've been trying to contact him and last week we finally got him and made an appointment with him. We taught him the Restoration and while we were there I just got the strongest feeling to ask him to be baptized. But, me, being new, freaked out and was like, "I don't know how to do this! I'm insane." So I was just praying and praying that Sister O or Sister Carson would get the same feeling and they would say something. Then Sister Carson totally just asked him and he said YES!! We set a date for August 22! He said he'd have to think about the date because it is really soon but still! Then as we left Sister O was like, "Thanks for asking him because I was getting the same feeling!." Funny how the Spirit works!

I hope you all have had an amazing week! At least better than mine! But hey, this week is going to be better! I just know it! 

Sister O told me this story that she heard once that she wanted to share. This dad was telling it and he said that his son had fallen and broken his arm and they were at the doctors and the child was just crying and crying and asking his dad to take away the pain. His dad just cried with him and said, "I'm so sorry. I can't take away the pain. But I'm here for you and I love you." I think that that is like me and Heavenly Father. Here I am in so much pain and anguish for the Minters and for everything that has been happening, and I am praying that Heavenly Father will make it better but He just can't. But I know that He's there and that He loves me and that He's there to comfort me. 

I love you all! Have a great day!
Love, 
Sister Myers
P.S. I actually wrote half of this letter this morning and half....right now and I'm doing better, all things considered. But, any words of wisdom would be appreciated.

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